Monday, December 10, 2007
>< lollapoloosa ><
uhhhuh. ><
yeah well.
i'm back from being a lazy pig for the past few days..?
really tired. some post camp syndrome thingy as said by toille/elliot. ;D
he can fall asleep halfway while doing things.
which is amazing x.x
guess he fell asleep while msging too. so sad D:
the full dress rehearsal=HOT LAH
we got encored like..? 4 times..? :D
the kids love us. wheee.
and so tired and hot after dancing lah. ._.
and i wouldn't like to mention about my talk with ade either.
it leaves me in a state of shock and whatnots.
and last night.
after talking, i just couldnt sleep lah.
mainly.. shocked and disappointed and worried lah ._.
he..couldnt appreciate me for who i am..
its..okay..i guess..
just that.... i dont know..
and i guess i should just..drop the past..?
but its really hard.
its like carved in my memory.
but nothing is impossible..?
i've decided to place my trust in GOD,
that HE will guide me through this.
i know HE would always be beside me.
and i really thank GOD for letting me realise that once more in camp,
as i had lost much faith before,
and thought i was alone.
but now i can really trust that HE would be by me all the way. :D
dar,
i dont wanna hurt you anymore.
i really hope & want that we would be able to work out,
things are rough and i hope that we can go through this together.
and i'm sorry for the times that i hurt you.. forgive me..? ><
i really love you.. and i really cant lose you again.
uggg. i'm getting over emotional.
hahaz. but i'm usu emotional.
so blah.
& my knee hurts. ><
nuuu. very pek chek lah. ._. still nid to dance de lehs ><
havent updated private&confidential for ages.
but will do so soon,
if i ever have the time. xD
gotta go lunch, buy books and dance :D
so ciaos.
x33 you dar
:D
