Sunday, September 23, 2007
clouded vision.
kuku siahhhh >.<
mind has been malfunctioning lately. T.T
which typically sucks wor =.=
dun exactly know wdh i'm doing lately.
mainly i'm just having and doing wrongs here there everywhere.(who doesn't?)
yeah.
Friday's english was ok larh.
fickle minded on which freakin compo to write,
therefore i wrote 3 and chose the one on freindship =.=
worried i cant score well-which will typically pull down my marks ;(
7 more marks to A1 like wdh lor, i musnt musnt screw my my EOYs. =.=
and the dumbass thing is i didnt bring home my book to study,so MATHS again. =.=
and also reading guilty pleasures(Laurell K. Hamilton) ;D
sent mum to MRT.
no mum for 1 week.
SOBS ;((((((
Yesterday wor= one emo day.
and a million thank yous to KEEFYYY for being my punching bag when i was mad ;D
hurhur. watched my sis ballet in the morn.;D
then went bballing with jeans,ced,sul,val,daniel,gary,etc ;D
didnt bball much. had a talk with jeans lah.
confided stuff and yeah solutions and blah...
then asked tav out,cuz i needed to talk to him,he came at 4 plusss ;D
meanwhile,at hebron was having a mission talk ;D
random lor. was extremely kuku. ;D getting high. ;D
then had a talk with tavin wor.
*contents are private and confidential*
sorry wor dear...... =X
mm.. then went to our corner in church, the 5 of us sat there. kuku wor.
thn went up for service, =.=
sianz.
was passing notes as usual,except more than usual yesterday,
used approx 7 pieces of paper (5 friendship pads and half a foolscap)
the emo talk at firz, thn became depression after highness,then sad that no paper liao.
read a few quotes in giraffe phone, then cried, cause emotional overload liao. ;(
thn service ended. ;D
reached home quite late and therefore a freaking lecture (shit lah)
nvm,heck gives,come in from ear,exit from the other ;D
my dad suddenly become worse than my mum.like ah-sao liddat >.T
mm.. felt unwell. got cough and headache. and tons of mosquito bites,
lie down on the bed for 5 mins=4 bites.
uber kuku lor. ==ll
thn cannot take it liao le, went sleep.
haiz.thn this morning woke up at 11am. Thank the rain ;DDDD
lols. ate lunch thn online liao le lor. ;D
busyyyyy ;D so..
ciiaos ;D
i'm a sinner,that was saved by the blood of Jesus. Praise the Lord.. ;D
Thursday, September 20, 2007
bored.
yesh. veri veri sianz.
tmr eng eoy le.
like wdf.
must get a1 overall.
must work hard like siaos.
hmm..
=siao le.
kuku lah.
now my maths like deteriorating liao le.
so sad wors. ;(
mux practice more and stuff.
mm. tmr goin orchard.
haiz. bo piian.
dental.=sian.
dun like goin for dental lor ;(
haiiz.
nid go do some stuffs le.
ciiaos.
life has moulded me into someone else,the one you think i am,no longer exists....
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
killed.
oh my tiann worrs.
older by one year liao le wor.
mm. ;D
for ksm, i older by at least 500 yrs old le wor =.=
if i than 500 u=lao wu gui wor.
mm...
yesterday..
ok wor...
would like to thank those who rmb my b'day ;D
Tavin at ...?
Ceddy at ...?
Dinah at 12.30am
Elena at 5.30am
Kee Onn at 7.00am(specially wake up to wish me de wor =X)
Melissa,Sherilyn,Charmaine and Shimin during morning assembly.
Azura,Aisyah during P.E
ADE-mama at 5 plus..
and blah blah blah.. ;D
thanks worrrr ;DDDD
kuku.
spent the with tavin ytd wor..
hehs ;D
still owe you de 59 mins..
will slowly pay back de... =X ;D
thn todayy...
lessons=sian
almost K.O. during geography,
thus,went toilet to wake myself up and also slacked with kyoya there ;D
thn slightly disturbed cuz kirara told me that got some ppl spreading rumours that me and tavin=not compatible.
it doesnt really affect me that much bah...i hope.
kee onn also told me to not care about the rumours,and not let them affect me.
nth much to say le wor...
ciiaos.
i just wonder why that special day will always have something screwing part of it up somehow... ;((( call it fate..or should it be a unfateful..? :(
love you ;D
Sunday, September 16, 2007
freak.
mm.. poke.
to the fishball:
sorry wahahaha. i went woodlands. but never play bball lols. =D
hehe..
and i just remembered,weeee... won fishball at 1-on-1 ytd. ;DD
lols. its like i win him,he win luke,i lose to luke,
practically lame lor o.O
must work 1 million times harder to win luke,
which would be practically impossible.
heh. contented with the 2 1-on-1s i played with him last time,
6-7, and one 3-7... still lose to him. =.= heh.
4 ways of numbing used today [1] Stand under hot water for 3 mins =.=
[2]Stand under cold water for 3 mins =.=
[3]Cry
[4]Hugs stitchy,torty,and bolster
;((( now eyes veri dry ;(
then headache too ;((
haiz, sobs....
tonight must call kee onn....
hopefully i can rmb worrr...
AND ANYWAY..
HAPPY 20th birthday to kee onn!! ^_^
hehe. a guy's age is not a secret,unlike a gal's.
sleeepyy... go gaming or sth for a while before i mugg or sth..
so...
4 more hours before i become older le =.=
then..
ciiaos.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
attituded,
hurhurhur.back to posting after....8 days...
lols. the past week of back to school has been rather boring and uneventful.
it's like exams are so around the corner and its like practice paper after practice paper. ;(
yeah.. blah blah. we won the njrc cheerleading. yaye. lols.
thn 961-ed to springdale condo after red fire station with ced,
heh. met up with the other cg ppl at tai's condo.
bbq!
then got dragged (almost) into the pool by luke and ced, fully dressed(njrc shirt and jeans),
and dragged jeanette in as well.
and ced was entertaining(distracting) the security guard.
thank God i brought extra clothes. weeeeee~~ ^_^
waited for ages(30 mins) for 961 before bus-ing back home.
=.= reach home at 11 SHARP. phew...
then the rest of the week was rather like blah blah blah blah lor. =.=
mother tongue week, swimming, and Tavin ;D
umm... missing him.. ;(
haiz.
less than 48 more hours before i can see him.
and less than 48 more hours to bday! ^_^ weeee ;D
lol... mm.. waiting for tavin to online T.T maple.. lols.
nth much to blog about le.
ciiaos.
watashiwa aiishiteru anatawa...<333
Friday, September 07, 2007
iloveyou
you can do it de!!!!
jiayou for e dance ;DD
love you dear (:
see you tml ;DDDDDD
misses and loves and longs for...you.
<3 sleep for more than 5 hours ok..?
:)
ciiaos!
-memory failure-
hm...i realised i was kinda harsh on my previous post, was i..?
or was i plainly...blunt..?
well. it doesnt matter. i guess.
i'll edit it..? ahh.. depends.
anyways...just back from dance practice.
omfg. defination-i CANT remember the steps!!!!!! T.T
currently still working hard to brush up and remember the steps.
10 minutes later..
right. am fucked up again.
screw that bitch. she's really getting on thy nerves badly.
knnccb. fucker. asshole.
better hope your path never crosses mine,
or i'll have my sweet revenge...one day..
right.anyway i'm seriously getting sick of this shit.
screw.
i miss tavin T.T
really wish he was here, i need some advice on what i should do.
haiiz... maybe tmr ba.... :(
dammit, i go post on my other blog liao lah,
here nth to shit out about,
so,
ciiaOs.
-simply mad-
heard sth which made me fucking pissed off last night.
i feel like digging out that bitch's genitals and hanging them in the middle of geylang....NOT.
grotesque, T.T simply ewwwww...
lols. evil is the way arhh...? NOPE!
duhduh. shall label that bitch as FB, in order to stop the pollution in my blog.
yeah,that FB doesn't know what she's venturing into,
sadly,just blindly trying to fit in,
when,as a matter of fact,she's just a failure,the bane of the society.
and the FB doesnt seem to know or understand,
that person she is harrasing/blackmailing,
and saying i'm flirting with or two timing with,
is actually my close bro and close best friend,
who is as important as the people around me,
if she doesnt love the people around her,she is just a fuckass retard.
so fuck off man, dun be an asshole when u dunno whats true and whats ur illusion.
flirt..? i think u are the flirt.
flirt in dictionary context, is behave as if trying to attract some one seriously but without serious intentions, or show a casual interest in.
doesn't it sound familiar..?
sound like you doesn't it.
and,if i dont appreciate anyone's love,then you are so wrong.
as i already said,i love the people around me,
if cant see that, then you must have been a sad loner which does not experience love,
and i pity you for that, though i dont see a need to.
i've been pissed enough,
i hate you for betraying my bro, i hate such assholes who dont respect his privacy,
or anyone's privacy. go show off ur pussy in public for all i care.
and to my best bro, : i'm sorry about last night. really sorry.
yeah,at least my dear trusts me,
and knowing that is more than enough,
i love you dear ;DD
yeah,i guess i should stop venting out my anger liaos le,
as yeah, i promised him i would forget it.
i guess forgiving and forgetting would be the best solution,
cuz its not worth the energy to be angry with that female dog,
neither am i as low-down as her to seek revenge.
*happy "belated" 2 months dear ;DD*
yeah,gotta be in school by 12pm for dance,
busy busy, njrc.
yupyup..
love all of you,
tavin,my friends,my family,and all the people around me.
;DDDDD
siaos. emoing...?
hurhur.
ciiaos.
1 peter 3:9 (n.i.v)
do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult,but with blessing,for to this you were called,so that you may receive a blessing... (:
Monday, September 03, 2007
RAnDOM CRAP.
bang me or sth,
just ate strawberry pocky and hersheys chocolate.
random nut~~~
LOLS.
siaos.
njrc training tml..
more busyyy =.=
hmmss...
CHOCOLATE~~~
LOLS
chinese and maths homework,
andd now i realised i have been typing a whole load nof crap.
WOW. OO
INSANITY ROCKS!!!!!
pearly (: SHI TOU~~
jeanette (: SHI TOU~~
everybody SHI TOU~~@!!!
LOLS.
diiaos,
bored.
-back-
internet was down for about 4 days.
damn shitty bored lah.
the dude who came on thur plucked out the internet cable,
like wdf. ended up causing me and dad to run around the house with e broadband like arseholes,
trying to find a slot that has dsl.
none had, so screw that dumb singtel dude.
duh--without internet,=find own entertainment.
therefore,played bball on fri and sat, open sunday on sunday. woot.
my living madness without com flew away..
miss cream lotsss =.=
wun be able to feed it for like--5 days..?
arg. will be getting cat f00d for it instead of POCKY.
LOL.
randomm.~~
and i hope that the rain wun get int0 the phone lines again.=.=
hmm..next few days=BUSY
tml-my playground and piiano.
wed-2 mth anni
thur-njrc
sat-njrc + bbq
tired of being tired~~ =.=
lalala. later go change blogskin or sth.
<3s and misses =X
ciiaos.
