Thursday, October 11, 2007
screw.
still feels freaking horrible now ==ll
talking to jeans now.
emotional talk..
like this wor:
"sometimes things don't go the way you want to.."
yes. that phrase is ringing in my mind after jeans said it.
"after doing it,ni hui hou hui ma..?"
a little... i feel weirdly awful n empty.
"maybe if relationship with tavin as long as ced,maybe would have been closer"
well maybe... i have no idea. we dont talk any xin shi de wor.
"you and ced more close than u and tav"
duh-oh!!!! ==lll seemingly the obvious. time is a factor!
lols. abt liddat lor ==
haiz. seemingly unhappy.
i need to get some air tmr.
maybe shud go hill...? beach...?
or stand in the middle of road...?
haha. get knock down by car.
;D wanna go beach.
maybe drag someone with me.
need salty air to clear my mind.
maybe go cineleisure help my uncle..?
or ask jean come my house..?
haiz.
decisions n more decisions.
like so wdf ;(((
stressed up.
=more pimples and insomnia.
tired.
very tired.
fucking shit.
i'm uber UBEEEEER tired.
as i've always said...
regrets are never enough...
so there..
i'll leave it at that then...
