Friday, October 19, 2007
fucked.up.
yesterday's post was rather brief. ==ll
mainly cause i was talking to jeanette and my dad was staring at me using his apple. T.T
the mother tongue presentation thingy=freaking wastage of time.
if i didnt go for that,i wouldnt have gone for the interview either.
and i wouldnt have screwed up in that deep shit so badly,
to the extend that i almost fainted.
step1:walk in
step 2: sit awkwardly
step 3:head starts spinning,3 blurry figures.(ghosts!!!! ==ll)
step 4:freaking weird questions asked made head spin more
step 5:grabbing on to the last bit of consciousness i have and struggle to answer question.
step 6:interview over=get the fuck outta that room asap before i break down or faint.
simply like that.
ok. keeonn,i know i'm sinning. T.T
trying hard hard hard ;(((
after that freaking interview went to the toilet and break down.
emotional stress was fucking tense in the room.
if i knew it was those 3 ppl, esp "caocao"
i would have just strolled outta the school right after mt.
but i wonder,
what the fuck didnt i..?
did i want to see him?
did i really want to be on OGL so badly..?
did i just want to take a gamble?
or did i want to know how many times i can faint(or nearly faint) in the school compound??!!
haiz. wdf lah.
then after that waste-my-time affairs in school,
walked to mrt while talking to jeans and ced (on the phone)
zzZZzz. leg=feeling very heavy, and head still spinning.
worst part, met nemesis. like omfgwtf.
sianz. train-ed home and went to bath.
to val:ehh sorry didnt go find you,mum asked me to go home. ;(
i guess all i can d is just live with it,
till my mind snaps or sth. ;(
going to update ziinciinked liaOs.
maybe will add some other ppl,
but will consider.
hates hypocrites.
ciaos.
