Thursday, October 18, 2007
ahem.
hm.
boredyyy. ;(
exam results were erm.. ahem ahem.
hopefully can scrape like top 40 if i'm freaking lucky.
yeah.
dar is sick at home=heartbreak.
sick=bad mood=whatever whatnot.
will pray that he gets well soon. ;D
later still got mother tongue promotion ceremony thingy.
like omfgwtf.
then also got the ogl interview.
contemplating whether to go or not to go.
seriously warped up.
5.10pm=cuts into mt=die.
guess will ask cuiping whether she is going or not.
and bernice?
yeah well if they dont go, guess i wont either. ;(
still have those weirdy dreams :(
haiz. still stressed in some aspects.
and no one seems to know why.
and it doesnt matter.
certain things are meant to be bottled up.
getting misunderstanded and stuff.
i didnt know to be referred as "gou nan nu"
nor known to be said to not have a long relationship.
which is pretty screwed up.
its pure insult.
this kinda people= to be condemned.
sadly. ;(((
really emo lately.
just wish my life would return to normal,
but things just arent that way ;(
but i know,
i have taken my first step,
whether or not i regret it,
i've taken it.
and all i can do now is walk on.
i dont care if you hate me,
so be it if you do,
maybe you just dont know me.
or maybe you never will.
cuz no one knows either..?
i'll just have to cherish what i have now,
and be happy with my own lot ;D
especially dar, i dont wanna lose you again ok..?
;D
go blog surfing le ;D
byebye!
