Monday, December 10, 2007


status: back at home with a head full of questions.

LOL ><
dance was ok lah ._.
tired~~
and my textbooks are.. HEAVY lah.
and yah lah encounter 3 times..?=you yuan fen (as said by mingjie shushu ><)
Lmao.
bought like...more than 10 cups of bubbletea from 806.
RAIN like mad.
i'm thinking.. of sleep larhhs. ><
hm.
then went cwp with shushu lor.
talk talk.
went arcade and played maximum tune 2 and 3.
next time go zonex play cheaper lahh. ><
o.O and i like my cargos ;D
thanks dad!
and went library.
sit down there and talk about stuff lah ._.
-stated as private and confidential and no one else in the world should ever know anything about it :D-
-beep. leave a message after the TONE-
xD
few more days.
yupyup!
tmr maybe watching enchanted..?
dunno lah,
also got dance.
mon 12-2
tue-12-2
wed-12-2
thur-3-6
fri-6~
sat-6~
sth liddat..?
ahahahz =/
sianz.
later gona call mingjieshushu. (i guess..?)
aiyokkk.. the name so long ><><
excited lahh about fri and sat.
but lethargic and my knee isnt functioning well,
so real worried lors.
x.x must pray! ><
yeah well.
so busy myself doing sth to keep my mind off other things.
yeah well.
ciaos. :D




>< lollapoloosa ><

uhhhuh. ><
yeah well.
i'm back from being a lazy pig for the past few days..?
really tired. some post camp syndrome thingy as said by toille/elliot. ;D
he can fall asleep halfway while doing things.
which is amazing x.x
guess he fell asleep while msging too. so sad D:
the full dress rehearsal=HOT LAH
we got encored like..? 4 times..? :D
the kids love us. wheee.
and so tired and hot after dancing lah. ._.
and i wouldn't like to mention about my talk with ade either.
it leaves me in a state of shock and whatnots.
and last night.
after talking, i just couldnt sleep lah.
mainly.. shocked and disappointed and worried lah ._.
he..couldnt appreciate me for who i am..
its..okay..i guess..
just that.... i dont know..

and i guess i should just..drop the past..?
but its really hard.
its like carved in my memory.
but nothing is impossible..?
i've decided to place my trust in GOD,
that HE will guide me through this.
i know HE would always be beside me.
and i really thank GOD for letting me realise that once more in camp,
as i had lost much faith before,
and thought i was alone.
but now i can really trust that HE would be by me all the way. :D

dar,
i dont wanna hurt you anymore.
i really hope & want that we would be able to work out,
things are rough and i hope that we can go through this together.
and i'm sorry for the times that i hurt you.. forgive me..? ><
i really love you.. and i really cant lose you again.

uggg. i'm getting over emotional.
hahaz. but i'm usu emotional.
so blah.
& my knee hurts. ><
nuuu. very pek chek lah. ._. still nid to dance de lehs ><
havent updated private&confidential for ages.
but will do so soon,
if i ever have the time. xD

gotta go lunch, buy books and dance :D
so ciaos.

x33 you dar

:D



Friday, December 07, 2007


SPURGEON IS NUMBER ONE ;D
FAITHFOOL! ;D





heyLO ;D
back from YOUTH CAMP!
highlight of the year and it is loveddd ;D
yet.. though the rain ruined it partly ;(
its fun!
and SPURGEON... IS LOVE.. and WE ARE NUMBER 1! :D
whee lets share about what happened in camp ;D

day 1 03.12.2007 Monday
chionged go church lah ._.
reach a little past 1030.
went up to bethel. wheeee.
i in spurgeon ;DD
tl is caryn!
atl is renfred!
then still have rachel(helper?),elmo(heehee ;D),ethan(sunshine&my MORTAL ._.),sarah mok (;D),charissa(p6-er),Esmond(....),MEMEMEME ;D,ANdrew Fam,JIE(YOU & YOUR BFFS),Chng Yi(FOOD IC ;D CG LEADER! JIEJIE ;D) & ONE EXTRA...FRANKIE ;DD
other grps are LIVING STONE, TEN BOOM, MULLER, LUTHER, MOFFAT,BRIGHT, NEE, MORRISON & SLESSOR!
then had icebreakers.
uber funny lah the "what you say"
the weird words and the funny and emal explanations of guesses.
its like. SO FUNNY.
lol_ _ _ _ _ (DUNNO LAH)
something like loompa sth sth.
say sth so lame like oompa loompa relative.
cant believe my mentality so..weird.
aahaha. but forget what our grp answered lah.
but veri funny can le.
AND now i declare I HATE PANTYHOSES.
rlly ==ll
that game is. omg. panty hose with tennis ball in it.
wear over your HEAD ._.
swing laii swing qu pull ppl one out.
WAHKAOS. i veri fast out le. HENG LAH ._.
so orbit de. x.x
then angel and mortal.
traded with sarah and got ETHAN as my MORTAL ._.
heeeee. ;D
LUNCH ;D
ok lah ;D thanks chngyi!
then had station games.
wah ._.
first game. WATERMELON ==
must break into 9 pieces and must eat fast fast then piece it up ==
wahh. imagine.. GRASS WITH WATERMELON x.x
*smash*
then had the ice bucket(FUN LAH SO COOLDDDD),MINE(WATERBOMBS alert),fear factor (ug..) and the most yuck de..
CONDIMENT TWISTER.
know how to play twister..?
yah._.
butter,jam,tomato sauce and green beans.
like.. OILY ._.
then ced wipe butter somemore cuz we play that with moffat mah (his grp). ==
sure oilyyy. the bath is so enticing with cold water and soappyyyyy ;D
then dinner,worship & sermon ;D
then romononononononononononononononononononopoly. ROMONOPOLY for short.
quite fun.
joint collaboration at THE HOUSE (with beryl & eunice!)
and went into slavery for fun.
elmo bought me as his slave.
and also freed me. THANKS ;D
then ced keep on going silk road. GET CAUGHT BY SK THE BARBARIAN ==.
THEN GO JAIL.
rescue him also HARD LAH.
lucky empress/emperor ANDREW mood good let them go LOR ._.
hhaa. veri funnie lor.
and also toille/elliot me beryl and keef de shared slave. ;D hohohs.
haiyohs.
then sleepz.

day 2 04.12.2007 Tuesday
wah. bad sleep. == the air con so HOT ._. i chaoda under the sleeping bag ;X
THEY WOKE US UP AT 6AM for ROLL CALL.
CHANGE AND RAN TO REPUBLIC. ==.
PHYSICAL TRAINING X.X
heee.
but realised my stamina not as awful as i thought it would deteriorate
like phew~~
then had qt.
based on the run and abraham.
breakfast~~
problem solving games...
ladida...
then back to church.
free time.
then lunch.
war games.
allied with bright.
pwned a few grps base ;D
pissed at moffat lah ._.
thn 3 to 4 grps collaborate to bomb moffat.
but MOFFAT win le x.x
wahlaos.
pissed off lah ._.
i wont say why.
we know. ;D
forget it lor ._. can win de ;D
bathed in water bomb water as well as the shower lah. ;D
so shuangs.
no queue :D
then dinner.worship.sermon.
NIGHT GAMES!
got.. big street small street, poison ball.
funny LAH. ._.
then sam tell very LAME STORY..
can share with you next time ;D
got the PINK PING PONG BALL DE (waste 30 MINS LEH ._.), zhuxiaodi,zhutaitai, and the PINK baboon and wang li hong yu zhuxiaodii. X.X
want to see more..? call this number-999 :D
had the dark room thingy that have to walk a maze thing in the dark.
no by sight but by faith in the darkness.
THEN lucky got ANTHONY in the same route as me.
Saved my life lah. if not i sure stuck there for ages de.
and SHUN BIN TOUCHED and GRABBED My leg lah ><
wahkaos. scream like dunno wad liddat.
scared siahs ==
now got DARKoPhobia x.x
sleepsss..

day 3 05.12.2007 Wednesday
a rainy day.
QT,breakfast,worship and sermon.
set out for sembawang beach
had to get supplies along the way
911-ed,169-ed and 882-ed there.
RAIN LAH.
the view so NICE LAH.
its like..
something i really wished i could share with the one i loved.
but yah lah. he playing game. so suan liao lor.
i bu fang ai ta mah.
i stare at the view,
shivering at the cold.
but it was worth it.
then went to play scissors paper stone(split de)
wah. train my split. hoho. TAMMY AND ELLE so PRO LAH :D can full split. ==
then also play chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop.
heeee ;D
wasted trip lah.
in the end 882 to sembawang mrt and trained back to woodlands, and 900-ed to church.
rain ==.
bbq in church lor.
FUN ;D
mixed cg gather around one "pit" and bbq lor.
fellowship. ;DDDD
bathed. girls talk. sex toy! >< (ah its a human shaped marshmellow plush)
talked to ced awhile he go sleep.
then talk with elmo and llyod
thn very funny lor ._.
llyod offer tuition.
and elmo x3 llyod.
then we lame LOR ._.
my phone abt almost flat ._. left 25% ==
sleep. horrible night.

day 4 & 5 06.12.2007 07.12.2007 Thursday Friday
horrid sleep.
stomachache in the mid of night,
woke up with both constipation and diarrhoea. x.x
wah laos wor.
prepared for talent thingy during omega night.
spurgeon gona do a stomp or storm. x.x
so cool lah ._.
then lunch.
and war games at republic there de admiralty park.
make i dont know how much de waterbombs.
to kill ppl must use tape and waterbomb.
tape is oni same gender. waterbomb is universal. LOL.
green pwned both round.
YAY. greeeeeeen rawks :D
nice game though..blacks :D
jiao ruan lah.
run also very limp.
cuz i la du zii ma.
but after charcoal pill jiu ok liao. THAT BBQ ==ll
then i slip at central base. did 360 degree turn/flip and crash on my left arm.
now=DAMN PAIN LAH -.=
knee also blueblack from op3n sunday ==
now arm most likely also blueblack.
wah i want cry liao lah ._.
then dinner..
was SUPER GOOD.
ITS WAS. BOTAK JONES!
wah kaos.
very FULL LAH :D
and very GOOD.
dessert even better.
bread pudding,cheesecake,apple crumble with vanilla ice cream~~
wahh ._. bloated.
rehearsal then up to bethel for OMEGA NIGHT 2007 :D
all very funny lah.
the woodlands got talent. ==
Andrew almighty..? shown at wefc from 03 dec to 07 dec! LOL ><
then luther uber random lor. but funny.
the living stone one also veri hao xiao lor ;D
haiyah. ALL FUNNY LAH xD
we messed up at the end a little.
and renfred dropped a tong ;D
lols. but lalala. we won 2nd for the talent thing.
worship was good lah.
and thanks to ade mama and rachel for praying for me. ;D
it made me realise somethings.
GOD is always beside me even when i'm downcast, and HEs the one who can feel my pain,the way it is. and even when i'm lonely,HEs always there for me..
and some other stuff lah._.
then ced comfort me lah.
me cry mah ><
rlly touched,
and i know hw weak my spiritual life is now,
so i would start doing qt everyday.
try real hard to ;D
and yeah. after tht played bang,danced,chop chilli,captain ball,monkey.
ced and ppl go buy mac.
i didnt know lor.
cant find him.. i panic. LOL x.x
then koup some fish burger and shaker fries frm him.
and he gave me cookies ;D
LOL. ;D
then we go playground..
then went up bethel.
wanted to rest,
andrew come shout ==
then he went down sleep at abt 3am plus lor.==
thn went to play with a big grp of ppl.
and also bang.
abt 5 plus i cant take it lah ._.
morn sick afternoon run.
wah th go slp.
woke up at abt 9am. :D
packed and went down.
and now torty smells like him LAH ._.
nice. LOLS.
breakfast was meatball porridge,soyabean and youtiao. ;D
yummz.
full lah ._.
then area cleaning.
angel mortal reveal.
AHH. my angel is Chien Ho ;D
but he left early.. so sad.
but he was quite a good angel.
5 cards,2 sweets and 1 ping pong ball. ;D
thanks ;D
then sent ced home.
then i went home.
-the end of youth camp 2007-faithfool-
THANKS FOR A GOOD CAMP! CAMP COMM :D

have things on my mind lah.
and i'm plagued by fatigue.
really tired.
and i really wanna cry.
why does things always have to...screw up..? x.x
i dont know either.
so i go slp liaoz.
ciaos.

i just wonder why things are like this..
why everything just..screws up...?
i..wonder... x.x



Sunday, December 02, 2007


i'm really tired.
i need to talk.
i need to think.
i need to pack.
why cant we have more time..?
i just wonder.
why today.
why this.
why that.
why??!! WHY??!!
i so wanna... scream.
i'm wrong.
oh yes.
i'm wrong.
ahaha.
and i'm talking crap here.
so why the heck am i still posting..?
and i gotta go offline.
i needa think too.
why are things just...like that...?
imiss&loveyou.
ihopeyoudotoo.
ciaos.
campcampcamp.. X.X
so... omfgwtfbbq.





if i'd really love you.. i'd wait like you did.
but now.
i dont even know whether we're together.
take a break from relationships..?
what does that imply..?
are we still tgt or are we not..?
i've cried till my eyes are swollen
and till my heart's gone.
its gonna be harsh.
and maybe i'd go on meds..?
hohos.
and i'd zzzzz the rest of the day.
and want my heart..?
go to the ocean along with the titanic..?
i only got one life,
take it or leave it.
& almost got knocked down.
HAIYAH ._.
pearly open your EYES lah ._.
the car so BIG.
why cannot see..? ><
and somehow.
got premo liaos lah ._.
since my premo can come true.
I'm a psychopath.
i go predict what happen tml and lalala..?
LOL. jk. everything in GOD's hands.
& i have no appetite.
though i ate mama's apple cake which was nice ;D
thanks mama for baking. ;D
ate the lor mai kai as dad cook specially for me.
but yah lah ._.
NO APPETITE.
shucks. mm. dunno where the lor mai kai will travel to later.
hohohos.
and are you thirsting for sth..?
i would satisfy you :D
ahahahaz. wait AH ._. i go find you first.

& i gotta save money liaos.
go buy.. CHOCOLATES.
pearly need alot of chocolates when she is sad or depressed.
SO ummyummyumm ;D
and shawn.. HANKY PANKY :D
LOL xD
ok enough of crap.
bullcrap indeed.
i gotta do what i need to do.
before anything else.
i love you.

life's a lie,
and i gotta live it :D

and to elmo.
LETS KICK EMO's BUTT WITH ELMO :D
hahahahaz.

anything lah ._.
so long nvr post so long liaoz.
and anything bah ._.
i rlly gotta go think.
&miss&loves.

camp tomorrow.
&i'm not exactly excited as i would have been.
but anything lah.
ELMO :D
hope my angel&mortal are good people.
&they'd be my LOVES :D
see ya at camp people :D

ciaos.

i'd wait for u as u did
& i'd change for u as u did too..



Saturday, December 01, 2007


LOL.
i posted at 1.23pm!><
lols.
mm.
jap food tonight.
hohohohos.
camp in2 DAYS :D
wheeeeee....





ELMO IS IN MY GRP ;DDDDDD
wheeee.
lala lala lala lala elmo world!
wahs. i siaos le.
keef grp so pro ;X
LOL.
still dunno who else in my grp...
oni caryn renfred chngyi & elmo.
lol.

mm. :D
& to my psychologist..
THANKS.. & really it means alot to me...
:D

mm. misses TAKO BALLS><
CHIKA!!! GO EAT TAKO WIDD ME LAH ._.
LOL.
ciaos.



Thursday, November 29, 2007


in caryn's grp for youth camp..
anyone in the same grp..?
tag me if you are :D





&you'd never know how i feel.
&my silence doesnt mean i approve.



Wednesday, November 28, 2007


Everyday High School Musical 2 lyrics

[Troy]

Once in a lifetime

means there's no second chance

so I believe than you and me

should grab it while we can

[Gabriella]

Make it last forever

and never give it back

[Troy]

It's our turn, and I'm loving' where we're at

[Troy y Gabriella]

Because this moment's really all we have

[Troy]

Everyday

of our lives,

[Gabriella]

wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight

[Troy]

Gonna run

[Troy y Gabriella]

While we're young

and keep the faith

[Troy]

Everyday

[Troy y Gabriella]

From right now,

gonna use our voices and scream out loud

[Gabriella]

Take my hand;

[Troy]

together we

will celebrate,

[Gabriella]

celebrate.

[Troy y Gabriella]

Oh, ev'ryday.

[Gabriella]

They say that you should follow

[Troy]

and chase down what you dream,

[Gabriella]

but if you get lost and lose yourself

[Troy]

what does is really mean?

[Gabriella]

No matter where we're going,

[Troy]

it starts from where we are.

[Gabriella, Troy y Gabriella]

There's more to life when we listen to our hearts

[Troy y Gabriella]

and because of you, I've got the strength to start

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday

of our lives,

[Troy y Gabriella, Gabriella]

wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight

[Troy y Gabriella]

Gonna run

while we're young

and keep the faith.

Everyday

[Troy]

from right now,

gonna use our voices and scream out loud

Take my hand;

together we

will celebrate,

[Gabriella]

Oh, ev'ryday

[Troy]

We're taking it back,

we're doing it here

together!

[Gabriella]

It's better like that,

and stronger now

than ever!

[Troy y Gabriella]

We're not gonna lose.

'Cause we get to choose.

That's how it's gonna be!

[Troy]

Everyday

of our lives,

[Gabriella]

wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.

[Troy]

Gonna run

while we're young

[Troy y Gabriella]

And keep the faith

Keep the faith!

[Choir]

Everyday

of our lives,

wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.

Gonna run

while we're young

and keep the faith

Everyday

from right now,

gonna use our voices and scream out loud

Take my hand;

together we

will celebrate,

Ev'ryday!

Live ev'ry day!

Love ev'ryday!

Live ev'ryday!

Love ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

Ev'ryday!

[Gabriella]

Ev'ryday!

__________________________________

studying penal code of singapore section 377 and 376 currently.
just want to help i guess.
but yeah.
if u are really fine with IT.
then ok bahhs ._.
i wont tell de.
trust me :D

the law is amusing.
look at the CHIM words arh.
headache LAH ._.
must use dictionary de. ;D
maybe i go study LAW
lame ==ll
will sianz de lor X.X
but try try LAH ._.
but psychology seems more interesting.
see first bah ._.
now too early to decide..? hohohos.

everyday x333
dar. our song :D
LOL xD

mm.
bored.
go read more law :D
or research on stuff..? Lol.
nothing to blog abt le.
my room rocks ;D
ciaos.







Gotta Go My Own Way

Gabriella
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
You know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
And what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
So I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place
in this world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
________________________________________

emo-ing.
the past night's events disturb me.
and i just wonder..
why you said that..
it hurts a lot...
if you never knew...
haiz.
i shouldnt take things too hard bah.
x3s.
ciaos





HDR is cutiieee ;D
ahhaz.
smart person too.
ximin de wor X.X
heeeeee xD
LOG off never tell me De ;((((
and then my dii leh.
marchwarden X.X
experiencing bodily changes during puberty.
i just wonder whats wrong in certain aspects.
but yeah. private&confidential cause he my dii ;D
then got some baka talk abt bra de X.X LOL
& later must maple.
cuz my dii want me go orbis or sth. LOL ._.
HDR log in soon lah ._.
dont ps me wor ;X
will miss you de xD hohohos.. xD
mm. i just realised all my furni is intact lah ;D
so HAPPY ;D
and then still got HDR. ahahaz.
FUN LAH ._.
just that some people antisocial nias. X.X
suddenly start scolding vulgarities
LOL. mm. i go habbo le..? X.X
so ciaos.



Tuesday, November 27, 2007


nothing much to do & also nothing much to say.
sianz lor.
one more minute got dance X.x
and then i havent go out yet.
feeling unwell lah ._.
so byebye.



Monday, November 26, 2007


things are... ok lah.. ._.
i dont know.
what more can i say..?
i'm speechless. X.X
and yeah i've gotten dad's w880i :D
like yay..? o.O
i dont know.
dont like the gold part of it. but..
ok lah ._.
rugby carnival was okay.
then went arcade with luke ced and ethan.
and luke's card is warped.
unlimited TIME CRISIS 4! LOl.
then walked. ced bought shoes.
then sent him home,
then went home liao lor.
the other night's events shall not be spoken about here.
as its rather awful&rather confusing..?
and sunday was spent painting room,
and transferring data and ladida.

nothing much lah.
getting disturbed aint fun either.
&my silence doesnt mean i approve..
thats all i can say.
thats all :D

ciaos.



Saturday, November 24, 2007


sometimes.
i just wonder and wonder.
its mainly censored.
but nothing pervertic.
nor violent.
but manly eccentric-ness and weirdity.
ok. somehow i feel as if i'm an oddity.
right.
and RUGBY CARNIVAL IS ON TODAY :D
1130am to 5pm..? ^^
YIO CHU KANG STADIUM AHH :DDD
LOL. will go kachiaos u de lah kee onn korkor ^^
some stuff make me tao tia lah ._.
then so weird de wor.
my eng become slangish liaoz.
tianz ah.
time to work myself back to standard =X
go read MANGA!
esp bleach
i dont support naruto!bleach better!! [to keith]
LOL xD
yeah well.
love&misses.

ciaoz.



Thursday, November 22, 2007

Chalet Photos! ;D


nice mahh..? comments comments..? ;D ships lors xD


Palm tree taken against the shade of the rising sun!


another palm tree taken against the rising sun!!


ok. the last palm tree i took against the rising sun.. X.X


The Moon..? covered by clouds and blurred by my lousy camera..?


the sight of the ships!!! (again!!)


uhh this pic ah.. i think its the swimming pool at our chalet =X


the view of the ships docking at pasir ris ;D niice.


The rocky thing by the sea where we sat on xD

haha. i lazy upload more liaoz le.
these few i think shld be the good ones of my camwhoring of the scenary bahss.
guess time that i take a rest..?
good nightz/afternoon! ^_^
ciiaos.

p.s no ripping ;D




2/8 CHALETTT ;DD

GRATS TO SHERILYN WHO LEARNT HOW TO CYCLE DURING THE CHALET :DDD
U RAWKKKKKKK xDDDDDDDDDDDD

lols.
AHAHAHAHzzz ;D
back from chalet liaoz le ;D
defined as fun.
except saw certain things that are not meant to be seen larhhhh!!!!
not underwear.
but.
er.
u-know-whats,
then its was like.
train-ed to cwp,
969-ed to tampinese,
trained to pasir ris,
and walked to costa sands pasir ris chalet. X.X
wheeee.
went to chalet.
o.O
small X.X [label:meant for 2 adults and 2 children nia..
HOW MANI PPL WE GOT AHHH X.X
F07 ;D
heee.
2/1 ppl were at H02!
then went to buy M&Ms with PEANUTS ;D
played taitee and mahjong cards in the small bedroom!
then rented bikes.
bbq ah.
speechless.
she was mainly feeding her clique.
and the rest were..
hungry..? [i supposed]
its like her clique reserved FOOD.
all we ate is some beehoon,a crayfish,sotong,stingray and a sausage(ahh the sausage ahh... OUR SECRET ;D) LOL!
then went down to downtown east countless times which was rathy simple with our bikeS!
YAH. dhivy tompang me ;DDDD
then jatuhhh!!!
alamaks.
bleed like a kuku for 3 hours and more.
still bleeding~~~~~
waiting for mum's verdict tonight. RAH ._.
F&N orange is love ;D x33
then played X-zone.
WDF. the maximum tune 3 there...ONLY $1!!!!!
like omfgwtfbbq.
played happily.
won 6 games in a row before going back to chalet.
my ign is in jap.
so WEIRD.
i anyhow do de X.X tikam tikam xD
x33 my SUBARU IMPREZA WRX STi [GDB-C]! LOL.
then i suddenly like. siao.
play until so...er... like the pro-est state i ever been in=NOOB ;D
gear and driving like mad woman[just an exaggerated description..?] like that. BIAN TAII.
the guy look until like..--> X.X
LOL. i am a reckless driver. so board at your own risk.
ok then went back to chalet.
i wouldnt really like to comment on what happened,
cause certain things are private&confidential between the 2/8ians ;D
and yeah the potato chip thing was ridiculous and idiotic.
truth or dare and ladiidaaas.
then went macsss...
ATE.. CHEESEBURGER HAPPY MEAL.
damn it. cause the dinner aint a lil bit filling.
HAPPY MEAL COMES WITH A BEE MOVIE TOY!!!
and i lost it. X.X
dont tell my sis that.
yeah also called dardar.
mm =X
then went to the beach..
er saw 3 dark figures under the bridge thingy dancing.
AND. only me and shimin could see it.
how ironic.
and lalala.
chatted and stuff ;D
x33 our clique!
went back to chalet.
and some guys ask us play card with them.. LOL.
then we became nooby. played pepsi cola and discussed how they had dumb tatics in pri sch.[e.g legs dont touch ground=roll roll roll!<--by dhivyen]
and chatted more.
and then went back to the beach rocky thingy,
wait for sunrise.
tmd.
where the sunrise wor.
but the stars veri nice at pasir ris there ;D
twinkle twinkle ;D
camwhored a little at the scenary.
ahahaz.
thats abt it.
then bathed and went for breakfast.
fell asleep on step when almost everyone left cuz we had to return bikes.
and like have to wait 2 hrs liddat.
slept and dozed for 1 and half hour.
then returned.
took the shuttle bus.. and train-ed home ;D
miss you lah ._.
haiz.
maybe i go rest le.
still considering whether to go out or nt.
deeependssss. X.X
running out of energy.
so ciaos xD



Tuesday, November 20, 2007


WAHAHAHAHA.
ok. ;D
suren ROCKS ;D
his dancing... is so GOOOOOOD ;D
sho sho shuaiiizzzz.
changed the dance into his dance de dong dong,
sho SHUAII and so PEI LEh.
FIT IN SO NICE SOMEMORE. ;D
everyone like.. wow... nice... his legs.... X.X
LOL. ;D
we're gonna do this!!!
CAN DE!!
jia yous people!!!!!

haha.
gtg.
bye.





still highly amused.[ok this IS random] ;D
yeah well.
see you guys at the chalet tmr ;D
maybe would post either later or tmr bahhs ;D
gotta run.
going out le ;D
so byebye..

*our last outing tgt as a class... hope it'll be great and that we'd have a good time together ;D 2/8 rocks! x333*



Monday, November 19, 2007


sometimes.
things are just so weird.
people think differently.
and humans just love assuming.
assume.
as the word say.
ass-u-me= making an ass out of you and me.
yeah. so dont assume.
and kirara.
thanks for being such a great friend ;D
but i guess i'd rather pei charmaine go as she is going alone.
thanks anyway:to shimin.
yeah well.
thats all i'd like to post here.
ciaos.





dar.
missing you lots.
x33 you.
&i'm sorry.



Sunday, November 18, 2007


aha.
may be getting my dad's w880i soon xD
either end of this week,next week or next year..?
LOL. so retarded.
so its like my.. fiance..? LOL.
somehow for certain features i still favour my w700i. ;(
like the photo editor..?
i cant make any avatar thingies with the w880i.
yah LAH ._. dont think so much lah.
must see if my dad the w910i firz then say. LOL.
oh yeah cg got some verses that are goody.
cg bible study mainly focusing on the tongue and blah blah blah.

James 4:1-12
1What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? 2You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God. 3When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

4You adulterous people, don't you know that friendship with the world is hatred toward God? Anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God. 5Or do you think Scripture says without reason that the spirit he caused to live in us envies intensely?[a] 6But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:
"God opposes the proud
but gives grace to the humble."[b]

7Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

11Brothers, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against his brother or judges him speaks against the law and judges it. When you judge the law, you are not keeping it, but sitting in judgment on it. 12There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you—who are you to judge your neighbor?

Proverbs 10

Proverbs of Solomon
1 The proverbs of Solomon:
A wise son brings joy to his father,
but a foolish son grief to his mother.

2 Ill-gotten treasures are of no value,
but righteousness delivers from death.

3 The LORD does not let the righteous go hungry
but he thwarts the craving of the wicked.

4 Lazy hands make a man poor,
but diligent hands bring wealth.

5 He who gathers crops in summer is a wise son,
but he who sleeps during harvest is a disgraceful son.

6 Blessings crown the head of the righteous,
but violence overwhelms the mouth of the wicked. [a]

7 The memory of the righteous will be a blessing,
but the name of the wicked will rot.

8 The wise in heart accept commands,
but a chattering fool comes to ruin.

9 The man of integrity walks securely,
but he who takes crooked paths will be found out.

10 He who winks maliciously causes grief,
and a chattering fool comes to ruin.

11 The mouth of the righteous is a fountain of life,
but violence overwhelms the mouth of the wicked.

12 Hatred stirs up dissension,
but love covers over all wrongs.

13 Wisdom is found on the lips of the discerning,
but a rod is for the back of him who lacks judgment.

14 Wise men store up knowledge,
but the mouth of a fool invites ruin.

15 The wealth of the rich is their fortified city,
but poverty is the ruin of the poor.

16 The wages of the righteous bring them life,
but the income of the wicked brings them punishment.

17 He who heeds discipline shows the way to life,
but whoever ignores correction leads others astray.

18 He who conceals his hatred has lying lips,
and whoever spreads slander is a fool.

19 When words are many, sin is not absent,
but he who holds his tongue is wise.

20 The tongue of the righteous is choice silver,
but the heart of the wicked is of little value.

21 The lips of the righteous nourish many,
but fools die for lack of judgment.

22 The blessing of the LORD brings wealth,
and he adds no trouble to it.

23 A fool finds pleasure in evil conduct,
but a man of understanding delights in wisdom.

24 What the wicked dreads will overtake him;
what the righteous desire will be granted.

25 When the storm has swept by, the wicked are gone,
but the righteous stand firm forever.

26 As vinegar to the teeth and smoke to the eyes,
so is a sluggard to those who send him.

27 The fear of the LORD adds length to life,
but the years of the wicked are cut short.

28 The prospect of the righteous is joy,
but the hopes of the wicked come to nothing.

29 The way of the LORD is a refuge for the righteous,
but it is the ruin of those who do evil.

30 The righteous will never be uprooted,
but the wicked will not remain in the land.

31 The mouth of the righteous brings forth wisdom,
but a perverse tongue will be cut out.

32 The lips of the righteous know what is fitting,
but the mouth of the wicked only what is perverse.


yeah.. thats about it.
digest it o.O
lol. meaningful.
the power of the tongue.
evil and good.
yeah thats abt it.
nights ;D

GOTTA CALL ADE MAMA X.X



Friday, November 16, 2007

busy.


my baby freeze ;DDDDD

lol.
busy week past.
and busy week ahead.
still thinking whether or not to go for chalet. [guess i would]
some things went pretty well and ITS GOOD.
and i'm glad ;D
well to be exact extremely glad. XD
and the happiest is i finally did a goody baby freeze,
currently talking to dar.
so ciaos ;D



Tuesday, November 13, 2007


13.10.2007
13.11.2007
ilu dar x3




a post for kyoya ;DDDD

right. ok.. i'm back to post.
been mapling lately. ;D
choco is lvl 21 le. LOL. yesterday chiong 3 levels. [==ll]
yar. and i realised i have to do a quiz.
and it reminds me of the diary thingy we used to do.
ahaha.
so.. here goes..

Favourites
Colour: Black,Brown,White,Blue,Purple,Grey,Green..
Food: Sweet stuff [chocolates,marshmallows,candy!!! ++etc!]]
Song(s):Skeptics and true believers[The Academy is], 1985[Bowling For Soup], Everyday[hsm2], When there was me and you [hsm], Gotta go my own way [hsm2], The Potter's Hands[Hillsongs],Hallelujah To The Lamb[Don Moen],etc...
Movie: Death Note 1&2,Spirit,Mr Woodcock,Homerun,Just Follow Law,etc
Sport:Basketball[x333 myy LOVE],Netball[x3],RollerBlading/Ice Skating[lost touch X.X]
Day(s) of the week:Thursday[pref5th],Friday[pref13th],Saturday[pref13th],Sunday[pref4th]
Season:Winter[x33 snow,though i havent experienced it =='']
Ice cream:Mint choco chips, cookies and cream,Chocolate and Vanilla.

Current
Mood:Sleepy,confused,temperamental
Taste:Darlie Toothpaste
Clothes:Orange Elephant Jim Thompsom Shirt,Black FbTs,and misc stuff.
Desktop:Table lamp,Bose Speakers,Switch extension,microsft mouse,speedtouch broadband thingy,acer laptop,mum's art materials.
Toenails:ah. ._. a little long.
Time:10.15am
Surroundings:Darkness=my piggy sis is still sleeping.
Annoyances:AH ._. what could be more annonying than my sister[BUT SHE'S SLEEPING,SO,YAYE!] lol. er. my emotions which are so warped up are annoying me.
Thoughts:"what is my sister's teacher gonna complain to me about her at the meet the parent session..?"[=talktoo much xD]

Firsts
Best Friend:Someone..?
Crush: I dont remember [so many years liaoz =='']
Movie: Cant Remember
Lie: Really Cant Remember
Music: Still Cant remember..

*the above section just proved how lousy my memory is..*
*well..not really... i remember a lot of other things too*

Lasts
Cigarette: NONE. I HATE SMOKING. SMOKING STINKS* X.X
Alcoholic Drink: er.. Shandy..?
Car Ride: my family doesnt own a car[average family]. but i can take a TAXI. so yar. 2 weeks ago i guess.
Movie: er...??? Cast Away ;D
Phone Call: Jeanette from 9pm till 10 plus..? o.O
CD played: I CANT RMB. T.X

Have You Ever..
Dated Your Best Friend: jeanette..? LOL. she my laogong x33 [dont think we dating BAH ._.] and i have many best friends. maybe i did.
Broken The Law:NO. [is jaywalking and littering against the law..?=everybody does that,if you havent,= so guai]
Been Arrested:NO.
Skinny-Dipped:NO.
Been On TV: Hm. I Dunno Leh ._. not that i rmb wor T.<
Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Why on earth would i kiss someone i didnt know.

5 Things you are wearing: Spectacles,shirt,shorts,hairband,spongebob bedroom slippers.

4 Things you have done today:brush teeth,sms-ed,thought,read obsidian butterfly.

3 Things you can hear now:the fan,my computer,me typing.

1 Thing you do when you are feeling bored: Go find something to do/slack.

5 people to do this(optional): Jeanette,Luke,Keith,Cedric,Tavin.

WAH ._. finally DONE xD
hm. gtg liaoz.
ciaos.



Wednesday, November 07, 2007

no idea.

ahem.
LOL.
i'm back to post.=so free har.. [NOT]
just came back from msia!!!!
bought DvDs.Gum.Flip Flops.Hair Bands.Computer Software.
and i declare i must DO SIT UPS tonight. [minimum 200] =='''
and yeah.boo.
i got into 3/4. T.T
yeah well.
got my subject combo i asked for. which is good, i suppose.
english,hmt,e maths,a maths, ss/history,physics,chemistry and biology.
;D
sherilyn,cyn and charmaine got in 3/5 ;D
sherilyn was like. SO HAPPY ;D
go get a good rest bahh. last night sleep at 2am ==ll
can an xin le ;D
shimin is opting for triple,
so wish her luck! ;D
its pretty sad that separated. [at least for me..]
but at least humanities and hmt can see each other ;D
LOL.
dont know why so cheerful..
uhh... the dark side will appear again.
sooner or later..
i'd just wait... in silence... ?
ahaha.
sorry for losing myself again.
xin ku ni le. ;((
will control de. [STUPID HORMONES]
rahhh__ ._.
lol.
i go zinc liao le.
byebye ;D



Tuesday, November 06, 2007

busy siahz.

hm.
just been thinking on some stuffs.
i have really been very very busy the past week and so will the week that follows.
like no time to blog surf and neither the time to maple happily.
its like.
morning wake up around 10 am cuz uber tired,
then update blogs and go his blog.
no time at all to visit any other blogs to tag nor maple.
then rush lunch,
and go for dance.
dance till evening.
come home.
bath.
watch television and read anita blake.
talk on phone.
thats what my whole day is like.
so busy LAH.
maybe i should cut down on blogging.
maybe update lesser here.
cuz redundancy rate is high,
and thereis nothing much to post about except random stuff.
either from television or book. which is as good as no life.
or maybe tons of quizzes to fill up the page.
but in zinc its probably different.
cause mainly it is PRIVATE.
LOL.
but i can reveal sth.
i have 2 sides of me.
more like two diff personalities fighting to show.
my nice side is weakening.
and my dark and hard side is showing more often.
trying very hard to control le.
if i have hurt anyone,
esp my friends.
i'm sorry.
it weird.
i cant tell either.
being keeping this to myself for quite a long time.
though i know not many will actually bother abt it.
just decided to write it here before i actually lose control.
which is becoming more often le.
sad.
haiz.
i still have many tasks on hand.
#1 Find a job.
#2 Learn the dance
#3 prepare for next year de studies
#4 Control the two personalities from raging.
#5 Read finish Anita Blake.
#6 Sort out my problems.
#7 Decide what to do for mum on her bday (TMR=URGENT!)
#8 All the other stuffs yet to be done.

mm. sarah leng x3,
will take your words de.
just need some time to think it through before i do anything about it.
thanks for your advice ;D
and thanks for looking out for me ;DDDD

ahaha. just rmb.
i HAD time to BLOGSURF yesterday.. LOL.
thanks daddy de APPLE.
SO FAST. ;D..not really.
wireless. LOL.
i have the MAIN! LOLS.
Guess i wouldnt have the time anymore.
too busyyyyyyyyyy ;(((((((

time is running out.
go update zinc then chiong for dance le.
6 hours T___T
byebye.



Monday, November 05, 2007

CLARIFYYY ;D

made things in my 5 nov de post clearer.
so that there will not be anymore misunderstandings which i'd have to clarify.
sorry to those i have offended unintentionally.

good night.




WEIRD MISINTERPRETION

ahaha.
lols.
so weird.
some one has misinterpreted my post.
LOL.
to miss koh shi min:
i was refering to another blog.
my apologies if i had made u misunderstood.
i have been viewing that blog for a very very veryyyy long time.
and i guess i should stop staring at that very idiotic stuffs that hurt me.
and about that edward thing.
that edward in unfaithful really taints the name of edward.
he murdered someone because his wife cheated on him.
it was just so cruel.
i guess you can agree with that.
well.
and for the other things.
i was mainly refering to someone in particular.
but be rest assured that its not you.
and dont worry because i dont intend to spam your tag board,
as i have much better things to do than that alone.
i have been trying to forget our past grudges,
and i hope you'd do too.
as for friendship,
i have been offering you uber true friendship,
whether you accept it or treat it like dirt,
its your choice.
just hope this kuku mess clears up soon.
just hope that we can be friends again one day-if its ever possible.
just hope you'd forgive me of the past.
and yeah.
everyone faults.
shouldnt everyone be given a chance to make up for it..?
i have seen that u changed.
yeah well.
bored..
gonna watch tv liaos.
post tmr bahs.
have a good night people ;D




lighter=fire ;D

feeling like--
hating someone with burning hatred. ( O.O do i..? i do ;D )
ahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ok. this is so dumb and retarded,
therefore,
going out for lunch and dance le.
so byebye. ;D

so random lah.
x3333 DaNcE ;D




5th november 2007- ;(((((

somehow decided to be non offensive,
therefore, deleted the part which was meant to be awfully mean ;D
ah shucks..
but nahh.
reading too much of anita blake.
but finalizing what i intentionally meant,
edwards are kukunathans.
watch unfaithful and you'll get a general idea. ;D
really doesnt want to read someone's blog.
most likely i wont go visit liao.
so fcuking disgusting and yeah it hurts alot.(been like this for a long long while)
and its all mainly based on a freaking boringg yet painful theme and thing,(ok the things i read from it)
so why bother..?

ahh some lamo. O.O
still banging on my door.
lame.

and i realised today is the 5th,
feeling pretty lost once more.
ahahah.
rather weird day for me.
guess i'd spend it dancing and more of solacity.(self invented word..? ;D)
need to be alone for quite a while and get my emotions right bah.
pretty weird this days.
and ced is the one getting affected by it.
maybe i shouldn't show it too much when i'm with him bah.
i'll face it alone.
just as i did before.
dont wanna hurt you.
dont wanna hut anymore.
ah shucks.
why am i getting emo here..?
LOL.
who cares.
lololololol.
go zinc liaos le.
so byebye.

DANCING my life ;D
x3 dance..!
F.O.C ..? -dunno leh.
not sure wor o.O
wanna learn a bayfrizzzz.
jeanjean teach meeeee T___T



Sunday, November 04, 2007

open sunday

enough of emo posts eh..?
open sunday was fun lahhh ;D
got the sponge thingy.
eeeyer. i gonna abstain from tomato sauce for i dunno how long T.T
tomato sauce diluted and mixed with food colouring which is hard to wash off.
i pity elliot. tio hit so many times.

also got the musical chairs de.
so funny.
like kiddy-dophia again.
;D armpit on chair anybody..? o.O

then THE HUMAN TETRIS.
wahh very very funny!
should go watch the ones from japan in youtube. DAMN FUNNY DE ;D
haha. it was uber fun.
and the tetris was coated with cornstarch mixed with water nd green food colouring=whee ;D

then the last game. the candle game.
wah use candle go burn and blow out ppl de candle.
uber funny.
and draggy.

;D then got ICE CREAM TREAT! ;D
then also got the forfeit.
burst egg with armpit. LOL.
damn funny.
if u tio raw egg. = unlucky.
if tio boiled egg=LUCKY ;DDD

LOL, open sunday was fun.
and ceddy sent me home ;D
ahahaz. happy ;D yet lil tired.
heeheee.
will call dar at 11pm.
gotta log off le.
byebye.

-cant believe i spent 2 hours updating two blogs ;D-

CYA at LUNCH tmr ;DDDDD HEHEHEHEHEHE ;D




opening up.

for once in a long while,
i've finally decided to post some personal stuffs here. o.O
somewhat surprised.
but i'm agitated to a certain extent.
and i'm highly disgusted by by the behaviour of someone.
her farce profoundness disgust me deeply and shames the language.

<-deleted->

LOL. this is getting so lame.
but yeah,
i hope our paths never cross again. xD
and i dont really know whether you are true friends or not,
but i guess i'm not really bothered anymore.
i know who my true trueeee friends are,
and yeah.
you guys rawkkk ;DDDDD
1314 rawks de wor ;DDDD
dedicated mainly to: jeanette(my bestest bestie eva :D!),Luke (the Rawkest BALLER ;D),Cedric (my eternal love,dardar x333),Keef(bloke beef rugger!),Aaron(korkor! xD) and etc etc ;D
my besties 4eva!!! ;D
to luke: take care wor korkor. pokeball will support u de ;D
to jean: you rawk!!!!!! ;DDDDDD x33 uu laogong
to ceddy: xx333 u. my kuku laogong. ;D
to keith: blokey wokey human tetris. ;D p.s. try more half court shots :DDD go saint rugger.
to aaron: dont worry too much kor. if she really loves you, she'd return. trust her and be happy ;D
LOLS. so random.
but i x33 u guys loads ;D u really rawk.

and to i dont know who (tainted)
get a life! ;D
GOD loves you.
hohohohoo.
believe it or not,
its TRUE! ;D lols.
but i cant exactly say the same to you.
but i can respect u as a friend
as everyone deserves a chance,
n so do you.
LOL
so random le.
byebye xD



Friday, November 02, 2007

dance X 2

kukunathan.
havent dance for 2 days liaos.
wahh my body craving to dance~~~
and trying to do babyfrizz.
then wrist uber painful wor T.T
fear i'll break it or sth,
so train arm muscles firz,
and jean can do a babyfrizz liao.
UNFAIR T.T
lameshit. ;D
must work hard and kampateh kampateh liaos le ;D
mmhmm.
busy now.
so post later perhaps ;D
ciaos



Thursday, November 01, 2007

DanCe

updated at zinc liaos.
full stop.

woots. x33 dancing ;D
haha. been dancing the past 2 days, so rather tired.
later take nap ;D if i can.
the dance.
is pretty ok.
and i cant disclose more about it.
the end.

open SUNday this weekend.
want come jiu come ;D
around 1 plus bahs ;D
WEFC ;D
wear SLIPPERS and gals DARK coloured shirt.
LOLs. thats what i rmb bah. forgot liaos. but nvm. ;D
will get wet de ;D
so will bring clothes to change=REMIND ME ;DDDD

mm.
maybe go do more quizzes later ;D
so till then,
BYEBYE ;D



Tuesday, October 30, 2007

weird stuffs

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big de ;D

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small de! LOL.

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random

rather "impressed" by the literary talents of some kukunathan.
haha. so random wor.
lols.
later goin out with mj.
arcade.
then the dance dont think going bah.
got stomachache.
rah.
sianzz.
updated at zinc liaos.
hm.
gonna read bleach and handle this stomachache thingy bah.
sianz.
byebye.



Monday, October 29, 2007

after dinner=do quizzes

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.



You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck


You Are Changing Leaves

Pretty, but soon dead.


You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them
"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.
It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.
But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.


speechless. got link with me meh. weirdy. T.T

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind


o.O

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!


You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.
You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)


You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.


100% no-brained sounds more feasible.

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Nani Nana


NANIIII!!! NANA??? = ???!?!?!?!?!

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two,
You've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love.
And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great.
So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.



Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and


Your Life Is Worth...

$1,233,500


wah... you want buy..? :x


You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!


LOL....

You're Reeling Him In

It sounds like you and your guy are a fairly new couple.
He's into you, but he's not willing to bet his life on it.
But if you've been together for a while, you may need to consider why he's not hooked yet!


o.O


You Couldn't Cheat On Your Guy

Not that you'd want to anyway!
You're incredibly loyal and honest...
Definitely not the cheating kind.


You Are 37% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.


hohoho. ;D

You're Very Fit

Congratulations, you're totally fit and doing everything right.
Keep it up. You're doing great things for your health and probably inspiring others.
Be sure to keep challenging yourself so you don't get in a fitness rut!


YAYE ;D fittt ;DDDDD

Doesn't Look Like Cheating, But Be Careful

Chances are greater than not that your guy's not cheating...
But there's always the possibility that he's a pro at covering things up
The best thing you can do for now is listen to your intuition
If it seems like he's cheating, he probably is... unless you suspect every guy you date


O.O

Your Sensitivity Score: 68%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.
You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down.
But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.


Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:

Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.
Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!

Why a Cancer will love you:

You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.
A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.


You Are 88% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.
Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!


Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.
You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.
Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person

Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it

Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now.

Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.



lalala
gtg.
bye.




emo.

awfully tired right now.
finished posting at zinc le.
too many things on mind.
but usually wouldnt tell anyone de.
zinc gets the emo-ing and emotional stuff.
but yeah the more personal stuff,
rather keep to myself lah.
mm.
need to go soon.
later mum make noise again.
bye.




wakakaa.

ok. i shant exactly say what has been going on lately, as in the past few days.
due to the fact its more to the emotional side.
therefore.
it'll be at zinc..?
;D
summarise=rather blue.

hmm.
Saturday can be considered as a siao siao de day T.T
dunno what happened then...
CEDDY,LUKE,ETHAN AND JEANETTE..
came my house for dinner.
THEN=DAMNED FUNNY. T.T
yeah.
;D
will post more about that later. T.T [zinc]

hmm..
results wor...
Overall:
English:67 B3
Higher Chinese:63 B4
Mathematics:72 A2
Science:81 A1
Geography:71 A2
History:74 A2
Literature:62 B4
Design and technology:69 B4
Home economics:74 A2
Visual Arts:63 B4
Music: A
Dance: A
TOTAL:696/1000
PERCENTAGE:69.6%
Results:Passes (LOL)
Conduct: Very Good (LOL x 2)

wakakaka.
mum pretty ok with my results.
chose A for 1st choice, F for 2nd choice, C for 3rd choice.
Bio very impt for me de =X
cuz wanna study medical de ;D
aiyo.
nth to post here either
so i rather go zinc.
byebye.



Friday, October 26, 2007

updated

just updated at zinc ;D
wahkakakaka ;D
uber uber emo de ;((
lols. :X
gtg le.
byebye.




lol.

back from celebrating sherilyn's bday liao le. ;D
hope you had a good birthday today ;D
2 birthday cakes. lols ;D

hm.seoul eat until full.
eee. putting on weight liaoz le :x
jkjk.
dont angry. ==ll (lol!)

then went timezone.
whee ;D
play e ping pong disc thingy, and DAYTONA!!! ;D

then walked home.
ken n i buy cake to surprise sherilyn
then go her house sing birthday song
also celebrated ken's belated birthday.
wakakaa ;D
then talk talk talk until veri funnie ;D
abt halloween and err mr chen and some other unmentionable stuff. ;D

hehe ;D
maybe tmr go swimming.
wakakaka. ;D
and its ok sherilyn ;D
next time bah okie..? ;DDD

wooh.
maybe time to study a certain topic,
and anonymous shall be a guinea PIG..?
lol. jkjk. not that evil.

lols. and anyway cant stay online for too much.
and feeling rather confused AGAIN.
mixed feelings lah T.T
why always LIDDAT DE.
and still very the pissed off with certain things.

and VERY VERY SAD.
CUZ LAST DAY LE.
misses 2/8 'o7 loads.
WE ROCKK ;DDD THATS ALL. wakaka.
then miss yuana leaving riverside liaoz le.
T.T posted to sembawang.
WAHHHH ;(((
more traumatic news ;(
lols.
gonna post the camwhore pics soon bah ;D

just hope the clouds clear
and so does my mind clear too..
really exhausted. ;(
byebye.

*2/8 roxxx ;DDDD*




aha.

very well.
the thing has been solved and figured who the anonymous tagger is.
what a kukunathan that person is.
small thing go explode into big thing.
aiyo lor.
yeah well.
i also got the evidence in the database of my computer.
so if u want a copy,dont hesitate to get it from me.
yeah but its 100% lethal, so shows how vicious your fren or "fren" may be,
even when you dont know it.
considering whether to shame that person on what it(considering not to reveal your gender either) did.
who knows.
maybe i will.
;D
whee ;D
shameless toots! <- eh random lah. shud be dinah or some1 else de phrase.lolx.

anyway happy birthday to sherilyn lim su ying ;DDD
at least i roughly know whats going on anymore.
but i still cant really differentiate whether certain situations are a farce or truth,
but i trust my frenz.
and i hope i do.

gona go seoul garden to celebrate sherilyn de b'day soon.
so byebyebye ;D

*gonna update full details in zinc now. and thou shalt not see whats in there. hippo! ;D*



Thursday, October 25, 2007


hate me all you wish
i dont care anymore.




peek-a-boo

ok i know who the tagger is anyway.
knows who hates me that much liao le.
hm.
doesnt matter.
not really bothered.
non-chalent~~
maybe i am.
yeah.
if u dont wanna ferry me or anything its fine with me.
dont nid your hypocriptic sympathy.
and i wont be going to taka with you.
chill.
you win.
i dont mind. ;D
RAH.
i'm trying to be a proper fren and overwrite the past.
but things arent going the right way eh..?
and we shall start from scratch eh.
no problemo.
sianz.
baka.
lalala.
sleepz.
nights.




ANONYMOUS=COWARD.

ANONYMOUS IS A COWARD ;DDDD
shall i REPEAT it again..?
COWARD. ;D
zzZzzz. random lah T.T

get a life man. T.T
nothing better to do..?
go read dictionary from cover to cover..? (oxford or longman recommended)
or read the Bible from Genesis to Revelation..? (try kjv, more time consuming to understand old english! ;D)

open your eyes lah.
maybe you dont know me.
and i think i have a rough idea who you are.
just hope i got it right ehhs. o.O

yeah. enough of that baka.
say also waste energy de lor.
and waste saliva.

lalala.
today=ok lah.
=HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YASUCHIKA HANINOZUKA!!! ;D
tmr..
=HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERILYN! ;D
haha.
tio caught by miss chitra for folding skirt and not tucking shirt,
right before go take de thingy.
SIANzz ==ll
wdf.
won netball (played using rugby ball)
wahahahz.
actually 3 classes won :x
ahaha.
then went out dar.
then also went out with chika,
arcade.
play dino, o2jam-like thingy,daytona,2fast2furious,pingpong thingy,and maximum tune2.
=$9 fly away~~~
yah wadevr
tml last day as class tgt.
very saded.
x333 2/8 lots wor ;DDD
yeah.
gtg.
bye.

*to anonymous:u kukunathan.please leave my blog alone. and go mingle with the other losers who are like you that are around.will pray for you. take care and byebye. +hope i dont ever find out who u are. thanks ;D*



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